Thursday's blues

So I'm bracing myself for rejection at work. I know it's coming, still it doesn't make it eaiser to take 'gracefully'.

Then to add to it, today the boys have a dental cleaning and everytime we take them, the doctor's staff have us look over their chart information, to ensure it's current.

Crap - I'm getting tearyed eyed.

Anyways, we always listed Judy as an emergency contact because she knew how to get hold of us at any time and anywhere. And Elz texted me saying he removed her name from the contact list.

Another reminder of how much we depended on Judy. I miss her so damn much.