I think my problem is I need a break. I need some attention. I know the pain is probably never going to go away, I'm slowly adjusting to living with it just bare with me until I get into a groove.
It's been a year since I was on vacation and I haven't a clue when I'll get to again. Even my suggested trip to Vegas for my birthday does not look probable simply because I cannot justify spending almost two thousand bucks for three days and seriously, three days? Two days traveling and one day of "fun"? Sounds more stressfull than relaxing.
I also HATE waiting all the time. Seems its all I do, wait, wait, wait. Even my patience has a limit. I need *Some* indication I've not been forgotten or being taken advantage of because if that's the case, I really Loath being lied to. IT IS Raven's Biggest pet peeve and I don't forgive and I don't forget.
Meh.
This weekend I was actually invited to the Pysanky demostration I used to do but don't any more because my hands simply can't hold still for so long, not to mention the arthritis I'm getting in my finger joints make it painful to simply write let alone draw anything decent.
It sucks getting older. Anyhoo, I was touched I was invited. It really means something to me since I was first to do this lady's demo good lord about fifteen years ago. Since then it's gone from just me to about eight artists, some of which started Pysanky because of me and probably have surpassed my skills. So ya, I'll go.
Okay, I feel a smidgen better getting this out.
4 comments:
I know how you feel about vacations. The traveling almost leads to the need of another vacation. Maybe you could take a little vacation in your city. Take the time off, see things you haven't seen before, spend very little money and mostly just force yourself to relax and enjoy. You deserve it!
Heh, well I would but I've seen everything locally. But its a good idea, maybe take the boys to see stuff I've seen over the years, see it in a whole new light and set of eyes.
(((HUGS)))
If you don't want to do a vacation why not just take the moeny and do some spa days? You get to relax and treat yourself without the hassle of traveling.
Oh that's the problem see? What a Vacation! REally - really badly too! I'm a spoiled Raven. I just can't see spending that amount of cash for three days, know what I mean?
*HUGS YOU BACK!*
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